What's Happen To Me?

Seriously now xde mood sgt2. dah nk 2weeks saket x baek2. Badan lemah. Saket kpale & saket tekak. N smlm, mmg x dpt tdo, coz around 2.50am, 3.25am & 5.07am tjage coz muntah. 3kali tjage mcm mane nk tdo? Mmg terseksa sgt2. xtau la slh mkn or what. But mmg x larat sgt2. Rase cam nk pengsan n pitam jew. Sometimes rase somethin' wrong with myself but i dont know what. So, pasni kne g klinik & jumpe doktor. Hope sgt2 dpt sembuh pasni. Maybe kat pahang ni panas sgt kot, dah la anti-body x kuat.Emm.

Semalam my dad call ckp dpt surat. Dia tnye *adeq ade mintak nursing ke?* n aku ckp la, x tau la. rase nye x de, x pon ntah2 kakak yg mintak kan utk adeq. Pastu ayh ckp ni dpt surat suruh adeq pergi interview on 22 oct 2009. Seriously tekejut sgt2. Pastu mule la fikiran ni x tentu arah pk kan bnda 2. Akak roomate smua suh pergi coz if nursing nnt dpt keje senang, gaji pon starting dah byk. So, mule fikiran ni melayang2 diawangan, huhu. But, ayh ckp nk discuz dgn mama dlu.So, ntah la. x tau la? Hidup ni penuh sgt2 cabaran kan, lepas satu2 jadi kat aku. But i'm trying to be relax :) am i? huhu.